I’m beginning to realize how much you mean to me, and it’s really scaring me because you mean too much to me. I know I need to push you away so I don’t get hurt, but I honestly don’t think I am capable of being without you.

..and that’s what is scaring me the most.

I’m feeling feelings I shouldn’t be feeling, and it’s starting to scare me.

6 days later, and 57 followers lost…….

I’m back. I went to the beach for a week, and had NO internet. I am currently writing a 15 page research paper, working on a presentation, and studying for a history quiz… all due tomorrow. After tonight, I will be back. Missed y’all, and love you even more. Thanks for not unfollowing me. Like this so I can send you mad love wherever you are.