January 2010
“I’m miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground. I pray that...”
“I’m not going to change the way I look or the way I feel to conform to...”
“When I was nineteen and I didn’t have a boyfriend, I never felt bad about it....”
Why does this have to be so hard?
that's all I wanted.
I hate missing people I know I shouldn’t miss.
It’s almost an insult, some of the things you’ve said to me. “You know, I do love you.”, “You are so beautiful.”, “You only deserve the best.” Your words are like poison, you know. The sweetest poison….
I’ll let it pass, and hold my tongue.
“So sick of this place, same thing everyday. Something is in my way but I was...”
if i were.
revagabond:
If I were a month, I’d be june. If I were a day of the week, I’d be friday. If I were a time of day, I’d be 12am. If I were a planet, I’d be the moon.. if that’s considered a planet. If I were a direction, I’d be west. If I were a piece of furniture, I’d be a chair. If I were a liquid, I’d be coffee. If I were a gemstone, I’d be a blue topaz. If I were a tree, I’d be an weeping...
absurdity
I used to think I must be the strangest person in the world. Then I thought, there are so many people in the world, there must be someone just like me who feels bizarre and flawed in the same ways I do. I would imagine her, and imagine that she must be thinking of me too.
Well, I hope that if you are out there, you read this and know that yes, it’s true. I’m here, and I’m just...
Suffocating, can you hear me? If I don’t leave now I’ll explode My heart is racing I am pacing It’s time for me to go
